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too curious to resist [28 Apr 2006|05:33am]
[ mood | what is that mouse holding?? ]

damm you Digitalderelict!!!

What Would You Look Like In Wolf's Rain? by FortuneCookie
When You WIll Find Out:May 19, 2021
Age Of Death:89
Wolf Form:Larger than normal,black fur,clear blue eyes
Human Form:Jaw-length dark blue hair,grey eyes,short
Clothes:loose jeans,boots,fingerless gloves,trench coat
Distinctive Trait:Thick black leather spiked collar
Personality:Happy,giddy,bubbly,likes to be around people
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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still alive... [18 Apr 2006|09:04am]
[ mood | crappy ]

well sorry all of you for not updating and you may be like, " What the ???? happened to Cindy?", Cindy fell, nice and painfull this time, I was outside with Noel and Ripley when my knee gave out, I was standing on the back porch step ( concrete) and fell onto the sidewalk, I broke my wrist and fractured my knee, right on the weight bearing joint...yes, ouchie. So I am supposed to stay off my knee for 3 months and have a cast on my wrist, right one of course cause I'm right handed. I actually have a wheel-chair for if I need to go out cause of where my knee is fractured, so I have not been on-line much. Hope to be on Instant Message soon. ANd get a soft cast/splint for my wrist so I can drive. If you guys can send a complete list of animals I'm getting from everyone, then I can try and arrange for transport. Brother Mike may be coming to Michigan for vacation. So I miss you guys ALOT!! Tried to leave a message for Littleghostlost, hope I got your voicemail....girlchicks, I definatly need a Balance Dog!!! MISS YOU ALL, great big HUGS, hope your all okay nad had a good Easter, if thats your thing...love, me

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much better.. [28 Feb 2006|09:25pm]
[ mood | grateful ]

Feeling much better, thanks everyone for calling and e-mailing, you guys rock

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speaking of men yelling like girls... [27 Feb 2006|10:52pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Well, I haven't been on IM or answering the phone and I know your all worried, so briefly. I went Friday and adopted Leo the little mixed breed rescue, he turned out to not look like he had pit in him, though thats what we thought originally, he honestly looked like a brindle German Shepard, he had the longer snout with the shepard ears, and longer hair around his neck, but who knows, he was adorable and soo smart, he learned sit while I was there..we got home and at first Noel was jealous, then they started playing, then he started throwing up and had such runny poop it was like water, he had two seizures and died the next morning..the Shelter I think may of given him too many things at once esp. since they got him in underweight and three other from the litter died, he got vaccianted, flea treated and de-wormed...so thanks everyone for calling and e-mailing, I'll get back on IM soon....But back to movies, this kinda cheered me up/but was a sad movie...well let me explain...
Mike: Did you see Pay It Forward?
Cindy: You cried, didn't you?
Mike: Yeah!!
Okay, stop right there, mike getting weepy over a movie?? Mike who tells Jen he eats puppies for breakfeast?? Yes indeed..this was the funny part, and I find it funny because it was a good movie, but everyone that has seen it cried.Where they trying to make the saddest movie ever? To make even Mike shed a few?? Few years ago, right when it came out...Brother ED and Rose (sister-in-law) come over..
Ed(before little Ed the Third was born and he switched over to David..)We rented this movie Pay It Forward, you'll cry.
Cindy: No, I won't ( granted I did cry during Mighty Joe Young and All Dog's Go To Heaven, and every Disney movie when someone's mom gets killed, but Ed cries at every movie, he was in the Navy for gosh sakes, and he cried during Seven, yes, Seven!!!He also screams like a girl, we love scaring him cause he's so jumpy and screams like a little lady..)
Ed: I'll bet you a dollar you cry
Cindy; ( thinking I can run in the bathroom and cry after they leave) okay
So I make it to the end, am biting my tounge crying, saying, ' I'm not gonna cry, damm these people, stupid people making the saddest movie ever, I HATE this movie, too sad!!!" lost my dollar. My mom refuses to see it, but now I'm wondering if people in my family are just over emotional or is Pay It Forward, the saddest movie ever made? If you haven't seen it, rent it, it's good, if you saw it and cried let me know,I am planning on writing a complaint...

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scary........ [21 Feb 2006|12:22am]
[ mood | scared ]

Okay, Littleghostlost and I were telling each other spooky things, and even though it's not Halloween ( or Samhain if u like) I wanted to know what your favorite scary movie ( scene if u like), or book ( chapter if u like) is! For favorite scary movie, mine are Silence of the Lambs ( when Hannibal escapes the jail..) or The Changeling ( the kid drowning in the tub, or the wheelchair scenes) it's old , but creepy.And book, also a tie, either Pet Semetery ( when Church comes back) or The Shining ( the bathtub lady, by far) by Stephen King. Share you favorite scary things here, and I'd enjoy any scary persoanl happenings too!! Then I'll complain cause I'm afraid...

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too early in the morning... [19 Feb 2006|06:34am]
[ mood | amused ]

Weird converation between me and brother Mike this morning on IM about chemicals that are used to knock you out, as I was having trouble sleeping..
CripticCorp: just get chloroform
vempire68: never had that
CripticCorp: its the shit they always use when they kill the pretty girl in the movies they put it on a rag and u inhale it
CripticCorp: and poof ur out in 3 seonds
vempire68: and wake up with a nasty headache, no headache with Versed
CripticCorp: and u wake up in a basment with some guy who tells you to put the lotion in the basket or it gets the hose again
vempire68: retard

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someone kick me in the butt.......... [17 Feb 2006|04:27pm]
[ mood | ditzy ]

I guess I cursed myself..While going TO my foot doctor's yesterday, to get a re-check on my little toe, which is doing great, healing, has a scab on it ( it looks like it's wearing a little beanie hat), everything with baby toe is good. So I fall and break the three middle toes!! YiKES!!! Yep, right off the front step, landed on my foot with the toes bent under, didn't notice they were PURPLE till this morning, apparently it takes a bit longer to bruise. They can't cast them, just taped them together, same foot, I guess the other toes were jealous of little toe's hat. Ahh... I am such a dork. Thanks everyone for understanding, see I even make fun of myself about what bad luck I have!! to Neoslink, I know we're like best friends from different states, but we do amuse each other, hehe.. a long distance best buddship..Littleghostlost, I don't need to meet you, we are already good friends on-line, but of course with me moving in and us getting obnoxious amounts of animals, it'll only be more fun when we meet, LOL!! Digital Derelict, I know you understand and I can't thank you enough for all the help with the Service Dog and everything else, we've only met once but your a great lady and defiantly a friend..and everyone else hugs too!! For supporting my dorkiness, and keeping my life filled with the critters that keep me happy and keep me going, you are all the best friends someone can have!! Must go zone out on pain pills, this I can feel, plus it's so cold !!! Where did the sun go?? ALSO, favor?? If anyone is a Target shopper, they had these cute ass dog bed for Valentines Day, it was square pink with a white border and had a little rhinestone heart on the side, 50% off $24.99, in the Valentines section, my mom saw it and wanted to get it for Queenie Noel, but didn't have enoough cash on her, went back and it was gone ( they only had the one) if anyone finds one please grab it and let me know!! I called about every Target in Chicago!!THANKS!!!

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a true miracle... [16 Feb 2006|12:01am]
[ mood | chipper ]

Well, I made it a whole week without wounding myself/getting sick ect....woo-hoo.
So now the nitty gritty, I want to let everyone know exactly whats wrong with me. I'm not complaining, I don't want anyone to feel bad for me, but my illnesses are a daily part of my life and I want people to understand all what is wrong. It's something I live with, a part of me, i just want you all to know what it is...
I am 32 years old and have been diabetic since I was 6. I am considered a "Brittle" diabetic, which means I am rarely in control, mostly my blood sugar runs high, sometimes it gets really low, but rarely is at the recommended even scale. Your body takes a beating from diabetes, not too long ago I would me blind, or loose my feet, or even be dead, but medical research is great and now things are not bad for me. I have diabetic kidney disease, which causes hypertension ( bad swelling in the feet and legs, i sometimes get it all the way to my rib cage), the kidney disease causes bleeding internally and that causes my anemia, which is chronic and severe. I have congestive heart failure. I'm on 8 pills and two injections a day.I have diabetic neuropothy in both my feet, that is nerve damage, and I can no longer feel my feet. My balance if off because of the anemia as well as the neuropothy, you have no sense of your feet, and your brain doesn't receive messages from your feet making you unsteady on your feet. They diagonise this by a procedure called an EMG, which is when they place needles in your feet and send a mild electrical current through them, I couldn't even feel the needles. I have degenerative arthritis in my spine and knees. So I may be a little slow, but I have a good attitude, my animals bring me joy, and every day I get with my babies and my friends is a good day for me. No, I won't live as long as a lot of people, but I treasure each day and find something good about it, when my rats do their karate moves, when my bunnies kiss me, when my pups wag their tails when I get home because they are so HAPPY to see me. So , thats the medical history, I can answer any questions on may have, like I said I don't want sympathy or anything, I am happy with my life!!

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the toe story... [09 Feb 2006|09:36pm]
[ mood | embarrassed ]

Okay cause I'm supposed to be in bed keeping it up, I'll give everyone to quick version. I have whats called neuropothy, which is nerve damage in my feet, you get it from being a diabetic a very long time, it has to do with bad circulation, not only that but when I get really anemic, and I always am ( normal hemoglobin -blood count basically- is 13 to 15 mine has not been over 10 in three years, even after receiving blood and IV iron.) the feet kinda get screwed because they are so far from the heart, when your low on blood. Anyways basically I can't feel anything in my feet, it throws off me balance also, because you don't know where your placing your feet you fall, alot. ANYHOW, on Saturday I fell down the friggin stairs again, and managed to tear off over half of the toenail on my little toe. Put a band-aid on it, and called my foot doctor. Went on Tuesday to my IV iron and stopped at the store and bought a pair on toe nail clippers, my toenails never grown anyways so I just use scissors, but wanted a nice, sharp pair of clippers to trim the crooked, part of the little toe, so it wouldn't snag on my sock and get torn completely off. Well, I'm busy clipping while watching TV, clip, clip clip. Then I hear, pat, pat, pat, look at the dogs to see if they are drinking, nope, check to faucet to see if it's leaking nope. So I go to the bathroom ( white tile, white rugs no less) and notice I'm standing in a puddle of blood. Well, okay, it wasn't coming from the nail, so I figured I pinched the skin, put two band-aids on it, and clean up the bloody trails I left from the kitchen. 6 band-aids, (4)-4 x 6 inch non- stick gauze pads and 2 paper towels later, it still hasn't stopping, not only bled through all that but was dripping blood, like rain. Hop down to my Mom's, and say " I'm bleeding to death, what did I do to my toe" she looks and says " You cut off the tip you idiot".So off the the ER, nothing to stitch, they used this tape type stuff, a huge blob of gauze, and put an ice pack on it. I'm supposed to keep it up so it doesn't pop open, and take antibiotics for a week. My foot doctor said " No more sharp utensils for you!!" Hehe, I got pain pills too..this is why I'm the Fallen Angel of Persecution....good to laugh at myself.

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What kind of Fallen Angel are you??? [09 Feb 2006|04:10am]
[ mood | listless ]

fallen angel of persecution
You are a fallen angel of persecussion. You have

fallen because of your mind becoming

increasingly disturbed and dark. This has

happened because of what you have experienced

in your life. Things that have happened in

your life have been painful and difficult to

tolerate which has left you suffering. Your

soul is slowly decaying as you somehow cannot

escape what's happened. You are beingining

(or you havn't already) to lose hope that

things could get better.


"Life hurts more than death. When you

die the pain is




What type of Fallen Angel are you? [beautiful + dark pics]
brought to you by Quizilla

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fre-ee-zing cold [02 Feb 2006|08:19pm]
[ mood | cold ]

AH well, I have reserved many rats from everyone as this may be my last trip for awhile, and quite a few of my kids are getting on in age. I lost Paxx, my awesome Texel Guinea Pig that I got from Tony on Tuesday, Shadowbrook is adopting sweet little sahsa to me and helping me find a little girl buddy for her, and a new little boy buddy for Gift that I got from Dayna who was Paxx's roomie and is now alone, thanks to her for all the help, she also showed me a very cool cage site..cavycages.com, really awesome stuff!!! Not much going on here, hope to go shopping at Ikea for a new bed, I keep getting pinched in the butt with some of these pesky springs..perverts!! It's so cold today...least it's not snowing..yet! Going to make some tea and hide in the bathtub...

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Bah!!!! [26 Jan 2006|09:09pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I don't know 7 Live Journal people...blasted Dayna!!


1) Write down 7 things that piss you off (in no certain order).
2) Tag 7 people.

1.) People that are mean
2.) People that are mean to animals
3.) People that are mean to my friends!!
4.) People who tailgate when I'm already speeding
5.) When Burger King gives me Coke when I order Diet
6.) Bad movies that are over-hyped
7.) er...Snobby people

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suggestions go here....... [26 Jan 2006|01:39am]
[ mood | curious ]

I am going to buy this picture..... http://www.designtoscano.com/images/us/local/products/viewlarger/DN805_vl.jpg
hope you can all view it, the gargoyle is leaping after the little girls bubbles if the picture isn't clear, now what suggestions does everyone have for the color I should paint my room?? I was thinking Navy Blue/Silver/White with maybe red or burgundy accents. Mike did this cool thing when he blended light and dark grey on the wall with a rag, making it look almost like marble, pretty neat tricks he learned when working at Home Depot,You Can Do It, Mike Won't Help...I can put paint on all the critters feet and let them run up the walls..just kidding.I love that Design Toscano Gallery, they are unfortunately right here in Chicago, too close, too much cool stuff....anyways wanted to know what you guys thought. Toolgirl send me your tub!!!

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can't sleep, so I'll put you all to sleep... [26 Jan 2006|01:15am]
[ mood | grateful ]

Ah well, nothing new here. I am hoping to come to Michigan and Ohio soon for those of you waiting on me. The animals I have reserved from you all will most likely be the last, minus a few exceptions that I am waiting for like manx, due to my health. It's getting harder for me to travel and it's not fair to everyone holding rats for me forever, and I apologize to all that are, and thank you too. I can't say how much it means to me that alot of you are more then just rat friends, and are so patient.And I really try not to use my illnesses as an excuse, but they are a part of my daily life, That said, I hope to get a digi camera soon so I can take pics of all my critters here, and my set ups and such . When going to a doctor's appointment I snuck over to the pet store as I have been forbidden to go outside do to a nasty and vvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeerrrrryyyyyy long lasting lung infection, since Christmas, but not much besides death keeps me from the pet stores!! My friend Dave who manages a local petstore gave me a teeny tiny baby goldfish, he was supposed to be Oscar Chow, but is way too cute, he's orange with a really long orange and white tail, so Dave bags him up and hands him to me, and now I have a tiny ( I swear, it's like 2 cups , maybe) fish tank on my desk, with a little filter and light, I named the fish Pepperidge, after Pepperidge Farms Goldfish Crackers, and for a feeder he's doing great, I will get him a larger tank as this one though small and really cute, is still small.Incoming rats I can't wait for..Trooper and another baby whose name I forget from Toolgirl, A black dumbo-Doyle and a Shadowed Black - Grimshaw, as well as a Russian Cinnamon- Absinthe from Neoslink, and cutie babies from Jaime- Apple and Oreo, hopinh to reserve some more from Shalimar and Digitalderilct too, to round out the critters.I don't know if you guys want me to use your LJ names or real or if it doesn't matter, let me know what u prefer.Well thats all for now, just wanted to let everyone know how much I appreciate them, while I 'm awake forever, nothing good to read, Bah!!

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none, is there ever? [24 Jan 2006|03:10pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Thanks again to Neoslink for getting some pics of my baby girl Noel set as an avatar as I'm retarded when it comes to stuff like this, she should be paid in too cute stationary and ultra sweet sticker, and Ghosty cakes!! This will be the worlds mot boring journal, I may make up an alter persona to make things more exciting, maybe a animal loving spy, who can't work a computer besides Foxmed Office, and has no cable, and no digi cam either, BUT lives a cool life..and kills those pesky poison spitting ray-gun having thousand legger bugs..hmmmm. Thanks everyone for stopping by, will try to do something exciting....And ah Digital Derelict will have to teach me to take pics and to send me cute blue rats, AND train my dog when I get it..I'm not demanding am I?? ( hehe-loves everyone..hugs) and Littlegostlost, Mike told me there are 2 channels with Law and Order on, 2!! I do really need cable!! And a horse...and to win the lottery.......sigh...

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Whats up, sweetcakes, whose hip anyways?? [19 Jan 2006|04:53am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I am stealing the using a phrase from a song that I'm listening to from Dayna, and now I am stealing the quiz from Dayna, mean Cindy, until I get to post a huge info on me deal, people may get to know some info on me besides I like rats...here goes
[1]. Name one person who is on your mind right now? my nephew Edward, I'm supposed to take him to the movies but I'm sick

[2]. Do you think your life has been good so far? sure

[3]. Where is the last place you went? the hospital

[4]. Who is the last person you called? My brother Mike

[5]. Who is the last person you texted? no text

[6]. What's the name of your first love? Matt

[7]. Do you still talk to him/her/see? Nope, he broke up with me and started dating my best friend from high school a week later

[8]. What's the longest relationship you've ever been in? Almost 11 years

[9]. Why did it end? See number 11

[10]. Ever cheated on anyone? nope

[11]. Been cheated on? Yep

[12]. Have you ever thought that you were in love? Yep

[13]. Ever been caught having sex? nope

[14]. Have you ever slept with someone on the first date? nope

[15]. What is your favorite body type to cuddle with? Tall and warm

[16]. Do you look like your mom or dad? Mom

[17]. Do you have siblings? yep, 2 brothers and 2 sisters

[18]. Do you smile often? um, not recently

[19]. Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? maybe my dog Noel

[20]. Could you be a vegetarian? No, steak is way too yummy

[21]. Are you sentimental? Yep

[22]. If you had to get married tomorrow, who would you marry? I'm figthing Dayna for Orlando Bloom

[23]. Groomsmen? sure, whatever

[24]. Who would you want to catch the bouquet? My brother Mike

[25]. Do you know anyone who wants to marry you? yep, Orlando Bloom

[26]. Ever thought someone was "the one?" Yep

[27]. What do you think your wedding song will be? Storybook Love from the Princess Bride, screw the groom I like that song

[28]. What is your middle name? Ann

[29]. Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity): Love

[30]. Do you wish on stars? sure

[31]. Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? Nope

[32]. What is the most disgusting food you've ever eaten? Sushi, Mike made me eat it, maybe he shouldn't catch the bouquet

[33]. Would you kill someone? Even if they deserved it, i don't think I could

[34]. When did you last cry? Christmas and New Years

[35]. If you were making a movie about yourself, who would play you? um I dunno

[36]. Have you ever met anyone famous? Nope

[37]. Do you like your handwriting? yep

[38]. Who are you jealous of? Anyone that owns a Friesian

[39]. What is your favorite lunchmeat? Turkey and cheese

[40]. Do you have any bad habits? yep I love to sleep in

[41]. Are you a friendly person? yep

[42]. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? sure

[43]. Do looks matter? only if I have to go out in public and don't want to scare people

[44]. What is your favorite school subject? English Lit.

[45]. are you keeping a secret from the world? Yes, that I plan on taking it over, mwhaaaa..........

[46]. Do you regret anything? yep


Q: WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? Grey and black tee with a skull and roses on it

Q: WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR UNDIES RIGHT NOW? white with black roses

Q: DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? A whole bunch


Q: NAME 3 THINGS THAT YOU HAVE ON YOU AT ALL TIMES? Cell phone, keys and kleenex



Q: WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT? Reading Mary Mary by James Patterson


Q: WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TOWN/CITY? it's got to be Climax Michigan cause I crack up everytime I see that sign

Q: I CAN'T WAIT TO? to feel better

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR DAD? when I was 6, he passed away

Q: Who got you to join myspace? no body

Q: How long have you been at your current job? 6 years

Q: Is Tom on your friends list? nope,, no Tom

Q: What's the last thing you said out loud? Noel! Why are you trying to kill my laundry!!

Q: Look to your left. What's there? A 2 liter of diet A&W root beer and a shark lighter

Q: What is the place you spent over $100 on? um Toys-R-Us in December

Q: Who's your favorite villain? Jaws or Professor Moriarty

Q: Whats the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone? hoodie

Q: What web site(s) do you visit the most during the day? Live Journal

Q: If you could drink anything right now what would it be? my root beer

Q: Does anything hurt on ur body right now? left knee

Q: What city was your last taxi cab ride in? Chicago

Q: Do you own a picture phone? Nope

Q: What's your favorite Starbucks drink? hehe, never been there

Q: Any ideas for your new-years resolution? yep to visit out of state friends more!!

Q: Admit something about yourself. hmm I secretly plan on kidnapping Dectective Goran from Law and Order Criminal Intent

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new journal [18 Jan 2006|12:31pm]
[ mood | blah ]

hehe it works!! Thanks to Dayna for helping me out and for the adorable picture of one of her too cute baby rats!

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[18 Jan 2006|11:44am]
[ mood | amused ]

All right.. let's try this out.

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